This really breaks my heart because hearing her cry and say "mama, mama, mama" while jumping up and down in her crib is the toughest thing. I feel so bad for her because I know she just wants to be by me but I also don't want to give her the message that anytime she cries, she can just come hang out with me in the middle of the night. I also don't wanna put her in our bed with us all night since kids are smart and catch on real quick which would be a horrible habit to start seeing as we have another baby on the way. That to me would be a very hard habit to break and a total pain in the neck later. So I am stuck debating every night when to let her cry a bit and when to get her.
Last night she got so upset after about ten minutes, I went in to find she had thrown up all over herself, her crib, her blankets, yikes, what a diaster! I felt so bad for her and basically felt like the worst mom. She was so happy to see me when I finally went in and realized what happened, that made me feel even more horrible. Luckily, after I cleaned everything up, including her, and rocked her back to sleep, she went in her crib no problem and stayed sleeping all night. She has been only giving me a hard time going down the past few days but will not wake up in the middle of the night like at first, so maybe that is progress? I have no idea how long this will last, everything I have read says a few days, or a few weeks so I'm hoping that it won't be too much longer. Who knew that sleep can be such an issue out of no where? Being a parent is a tough thing to figure out sometimes. But seriously, how can you not love this little face?